I'm here and I won't give into external tricks
A young, journalist searching for eternal bliss
Till then, I gotta satisfy this nervous fix
To spark the vibe n provide lyrical services

Strictly internal feeding
Summon the shadows that breed infernal seething
I write lyrics to cause damage like internal bleeding

Damage to ignorance
Set precedence with clever sense
I'm never dense
Ever since I opened my third eyes residence
However, I'm forever tense
Ever since
Due to me being unable to control my minds resonance
It never ends

I’m unable to describe what lies within my mind
I’m blind to the bind
I slice the hollow
Down to the rind

To the core
Blood on my hands
But no gore
A worthless war
You can’t kill that which is ignored.

Into the light,
I shed my demons and reach the sky.
Tears flow with bitter moist,
But they never seem to dry.

You're all that gives me peace.
Methodical melodies made for lease.
I close my eyes and shudder,
Then give in to sweet release.

All I feel is timbre,
Various shades and tones abound.
My imagination roams,
In the property of sound.

No confines in my mind,
No metaphysical laws to hold me back.
I shape my dreams on paper,
With ink of ivory black.

The pages make me soar,
But one can't soar without room to stretch their wings.
I can only strive to clutch to dreams
And turn within to make me sing.

Into the darkness,
My only option is to fly.
So I close my eyes and shed my demons,
And reach towards the sky.

Staring into crimson eyes,
Lit by an abyss.
Your sweet succor all that beckons,
Trapped in a cold world that seems amiss.
Drown me in venom,
An ocean of tears lies in a kiss.
Surely there is nothing,
That can be worse than this.

Such false relief...
But it resounds so loudly amongst nothingness.
Chasing a shell of a dream,
I don't know why I follow this.

Intoxicated by memories,
Skeletal remains of ecstacy.
Struggling to rekindle
The flames of entropy.

To wear a mask of content,
And listen close for a whisper in a sea of ambient noise.
To shut out all the screams,
And search for a single voice in the void.

In times of lament,
To look back at times of bliss.
To search amongst the emptyness,
And only hope your core exists.
Surely there is nothing,
That can be as cursed as this.

I hate this love/hate relation shit.
Ignite my mind and leave me blind
My inner unanimity
Cast into a bind

All I ever wanted
Was to be slaveless like the stars
To spark my soul ablaze
And put it on paper in 8 bars

How sweet you'd make me sing
Entropic blade in full swing
You were once just the third wing
But now to you I cling

No black and white
All I see are grey matters
Blood splatters
The mad hatter tends to squelch internal chatter

Internally hollow
Searchin for the shadow I can't follow
Starvin, cuz the only food i got is too much to swallow

Hidin from the exterior
You're screamin, but I ain't hearin ya
Clock tickin, every moment, gettin scarier

Searchin for joy
Brain stormed n paranoid
Lost in the void
Shreds of the past, now destroyed

Pressure mountin, have a few friends, but i ain't countin
Yellin at the top of my lungs, I be shoutin

But nobodies hearin this so dizzy im delerious
A demon locked up and caged, fairly furious

Cuz my life lacks an emphasis
Look in my heart,
All you'll see is cracks n crevices
I aint ready to attack my nemesis

Cuz my biggest enemy is my twisted self
Mad at the world
And all of the worthless wealth

And the numerous consumerists who spit lies voluminous

I refuse to play the game
So im locked in chains,
It's hard to measure the strain amongst the pleasure of pain

The price of bein an individual
Who sees life thru the lens of the analytical
N says fuck the political, hypocritical, planting lies that lie residual

Your all blinded by the visuals
You look closely, and yet you still don't see,
That the words n the verbs comprise of mostly, lies n deception
The blade wielded by the weapon
Floodin your perceptions with useless misconceptions

To take over all mankind n leave you blind to the truth
The weapon of the media dominating the mind of the youth

How did we let this happen?
Traded comfort for the price of our souls
Locked in a prison with no key, a heartless world thats cold
Till we grow brittle and old

Look back at remnants of a dream that could have been
Weak minds devoured by thoughts of the green.